I wish he was my boyfriend.

I wish he was my boyfriend

I wish he was my boyfriend

I'd love him to the very end

But instead he's just a friend

I wish he was my boyfriend

There's nothing worse than 

sitting all alone at home

And waiting waiting waiting 

waiting by the phone

I hope that he's at home

Waiting by his phone

I wonder if he knows

That I want him

I wish he was my boyfriend

I wish he was my boyfriend

I'd love him to the very end but instead he's just a friend

I wish he was my boyfriend

The other girl is not like me

She's prettier and skinnier

She has a college degree

I dropped out when I was seventeen

If only I could get her out of the picture

Then he would know how much I want him

One day I'll make him mine

And we'll be together all the time

We'll sit and watch the sun rise

And gaze into each others eyes

And know that he knows

I know that he knows

That he wants to be my boyfriend

Boyfriend

Boyfriend

I'd love him to the very end

But instead he's just a friend

I wish he was my boyfriend

I wish he was my boyfriend

I'd love him to the very end

But instead he's just a friend

I wish he was my boyfriend 

<3 If  only he knew how true this was.

Its so confusing my feeling are all over the place. I don't know what i want all day i think about you how much i miss you, how much i want to see you,  how i want to talk to you. And i cant understand why i cant get over you like wtf does it mean. And i know its not fair to you that i feel this way. I feel so guilty cause i have him and he loves me so much and i don't want to be with him forever I'm too young to think about the future and that's what were doing hes not even here which sucks so much and i don't know what to do. I want to move on be with other people. But I'm stuck.