My Life is Nonsense

How does a good fucking day turn into shit in one second? I hate how people cant just be honest. I rather nobody tell me anything and be clueless about everything in the whole wide world. Things get spread around so easily one person knows something then the next then the next it wont stop. I hate when people are mad at me and won't just tell me to my face or to me instead tell someone else who eventually is going to tell me what is the point its all dumb DUMB your all dumb. I honestly tell Nelson my whole life and every word i hear everything i see everything because he's the only one who listens.